This not a love poem

I'm not a romantic kinda guy
But thinking of you makes me sigh
I can see your smile and your face
And you take me away to another place

A car, a boat, a plane , a train
None of it can take me there
Only the whisper of your name
Though you remain just a voice to me
In my special place is where we will be

To hold your hand and touch you skin
Just writing these words makes me grin
So I'm not a romantic kind of guy
Has reading this poem made u sigh....

A new Vision

You have fallen off the boat of life,
The boat where you and your friends play
Where you and your family stay
Where i stand
I reach for you but i missed your hand
Now you are there, in the dark sea of hate and envy
Where water swirls and pulls
There waves crash upon you
Embracing to keep you within them

Set your mind free, let your body float on this endless sea
Let the love of your family be your life jacket
Let the joy of your friends be your water
Let the hope of tomorrow be the light that u seek
To lead you from this tortured sea
Let the memories of happy times be the food you eat
Let the hands of god be the shore that you wash upon
His love be the island that you dwell on
There you will find happiness
And a new vision......

Goodbye

As i walk away remembering all the words you said
I feel as if I'm spinning on my head
the rants and shouts
the way you carry about
I wanna run away, away from you
and all the dreadful things that you do
i have to say and it'll make you mad
but being next to you has made me sad
The things you say and what you do
makes my sadness turn into hate for you
I hate your words, i hate the said
i hate talking to you while i lie in my bed
i hate spending my time, and my voice
You make me angry, mad and sad
and you think that writing this has made me glad
writing my feelings down using this pen
cant change the fact that you are no longer my friend.....

UNMOVING

The days go by and i stand still
Unmoving...
Day turns to night and night to day
and yet i stand here
Waiting.....
I wait for you, you said you'll come
yet I'm here still alone, feeling dumb
Watching....
the rain it falls and the sun it shines
yet i stand here, am i wasting my time?
Thinking....
Will you come, will you stay or would
you continue to be away
Feeling....
A pain that etches itself on my heart
that cuts deeper with each second that we are apart
Wanting...
The calm of your voice, the smoothness of your touch
The smile in your eyes and the laughter i miss so much
Missing...
The whole you, the things you do
I guess I'll continue to stand here
and wait for you.....

We are connected to nature
Though in this concrete jungle that we roam
We get lost, in the nonliving
Surrounded by stillness we forget
Forgotten where we once were, where we come from
Illusions cover our eyes, blinding us to the living
Essence of life floats across us everyday
Unveil your eyes, and you will see
The nature that surrounds you and me

Lovers

There was once a maiden, whose lover was lost at sea
their love was so strong that she could not be
to feel his touch, to hear his voice
she really thought she had no choice
a journey she set out upon
although she knew he was gone
so to a cliff she started to walk,
where they used to sit and talk
it was there overlooking the sea
where she knew her lover must be
she sat there and cried,cried cried
time passed her and went slowly by
she just sat there and she cried
she cried for her lover, for his touch
for his voice she missed so much
she cried for the good times that they had
she cried for the memories that made her sad
she cried so hard and so much
the she herself had lost touch
she no longer knew her own name
she no longer cared just the same
she cried for days and for nights
no one but the sea heard her plight
so she stood up and took a leap
and soon she was in the deep
her lover was there by her side
and she realized that life was worthwhile
but no longer could she feel or touch
or kiss the man she loved so much
instead they laughed and ran and play
in the sea where they lay
today i heard them singing their song
i hummed along all day long.
i felt their happiness and their pain
and i knew in my heart i was to suffer the same
but will i sit there and cry myself utterly away
or will i live to see another day.

Justify

I'm not a poet
I'm not one who can put pen to paper and come up with something brilliant
i write whats on my mind
i write how i feel at the moment
i don't think
i just write
is that wrong?

Dancing

I dance cause I'm free
I'm free because I'm strong
I'm strong because I think
I think because I hope
I hope because I care
I care because I'm Human
I'm human because I Love
I love because I am
I am because I Live
I live because I breathe
I breathe because I'm Calm
I'm Calm because I Sway
I Sway because I Dance

Silence

Silence is when i don't hear you laugh
Silence is when i don't hear you sigh
Silence is when i cant hear you whisper i love you
Thats silence
A million sounds engulf me, echoing through my ears
but if i don't hear your voice
its nothing but silence
A thousand melodies swirl around me, like smoke from a flame
trapping me like a cocoon
But if i don't hear your voice its silence
Silence around me, silence within me beating within my cells
you are no longer here so i take this silence and push it with in me
drowning it
Only to realize that i have drowned within it
with in this silence.

Questions

Why do i feel sad, is it because my heart has been broken and can't fit back together?
Is it because i loved and lost?
Why do tears fill my eyes?
is it because i can still hear your voice in my ear?
or is it because i can still feel the warmth of your body next to mines or maybe , just maybe i can still feel your lips aganist mines?
How did we grow apart?
why didnt we see.... but its too late now..
All i'm left with now are questions

DROWNING IN YOU

Drunk on your smile, I feel lost
The way you eyes sparkle in the dark like broken glass on a sandy beach
i love your smell, it swirls around me rolling over me like the tide, filling my lungs
I'm drowning in you
i close my eyes and fall asleep, engulfed in your arms, breathing you with each gasp of air
Loving every minute that I'm there drowning in you

Sadness

Sadness beats within me, filling my soul with tears

Pretty soon I’ll drown

Drowning within myself, lost to those around me

Lost to myself

I swim beating against the hurt, against the betrayal

I can’t reach the surface

Slowly I sink down into the clear water of my tears

Silently I scream, no sound escapes.

I’m trapped.

A hollow heart

I feel dead inside like the light within me has been extinguished, i don't have the will that i once carried, the care within my soul is gone, friends? don't need them, family? don't want them, lover? don't have them.

I feel alone, alone and angry.No one to turn to, no where to hide, just lost in a fog that i can't find my way through.

I once was a happy boy, full of life, full of energy, full of hope, but then something happened, something i know not of, but it happened and it sucked all my life out of me, now I'm just a shell of my former self. Walking alone in this world , i feel sick inside, feel like screaming , screaming i hear all the time , i close my eyes and begin to cry is it tears of sadness?, tears of anger? tears of joy.....?

Silence

A Sadness has taken over me like a second skin it envelopes me.
Closing tightly around my body.
A veil falls over my eyes, blocking out light.
Only shadows are allowed to be seen, like silent gollems they walk before me, doing the bidding of their puppet masters.
I scream but my voice is silent, i breathe.
Slowly suffocating, this sadness brings me to my knees, i scream once again but like a firefly in the night i can only bee sen, i'm silent.
i close my eyes and accept my fate.