So flicking fustrated.....

I dunno what to do, I'm so sad and angry at myself, exams coming up and i haven't begun to study...i can't find the motivation, the zest, the zeal....I'm dead inside...i can't fricking feel anything. I wish i knew what was going on with me but the more i want to study the more i procrastinate...look I'm doing it right now....arrrghhhhhh....i'm such a failure......