Liar, Liar

Weren't you the one who said to me
Give me your hand and we will be
Drop your armor to the ground
And don't be afraid to fall
Liar, Liar...

Light me up and you will sing
Promised to give me anything
The stars from the sky
Water from the ground
Anything that was around
Liar, Liar...

Slash my heart, you never would
Do it to yourself, before you ever could...
Keep me safe in your arms
Chase away all life harms
Liar, Liar...


You whisper to me my heart is yours
And you will forsake all the other boys
Never would your love stray
Cause here is where you want to be everyday
Liar, Liar....

Losing soul

Clouds cover my soul, darkness is my home
Rain pour over me, wash away my doubts
Make me whole, make me see the light
I'm drowning, I can't breathe
I shouldn't fight-give in
Better that way

My flame of hope is growing dim
God help
Courage have no fear he is with me...?
Why do i suffer? All i want is to be whole
Bitter i am and will be...
Happiness doesn't exist for me

Hate is now my companion
Crushing my soul, pain no end
Why do you hurt me?
Why do you abandon me?
I am just a boy...
I wish i was a man.....

Hate

I hate myself
I hate the way i look
I hate the way i perceive the world
I hate the fact that my spirit is broken
I hate the thoughts that crawl through my head
I hate being so naive

I hate myself
I hate that i was born
I hate that i will die
I hate that my family will cease to exist
I hate that i will go through life questioning myself
I hate humanity

Poems of past

I recently found my poem book, i have a ton of stuff in there, mostly from when i was stressed and depressed so I'm gonna take this opportunity to post them here to remind me of what i was and what i don't want to turn back to.

Darkness follows me wherever i go
My soul lost in a swirl of hate
Following a path that no one knows
Why does this pain exist here, inside me, outside me, everywhere?
I cant keep afloat above it all
I'm closed in cut off, screaming so loud
No one hears, i break down
Look at my tears
Foreboding light i will never see
Darkness is a part of me
In the shadows i know so well
Away from eyes that judge
Away from fingers that point
Why do i feel this way
Will someone help me, save me, make me whole
Pick up the pieces I've thrown away
Give them to me
Bring me back to the day
Where i can see the light
Where i can be whole once more