BLABBERING

Well I'm back here trying to blog, dunno why its so difficult to find time to put a couple words here but time seems to be speeding up ,well to me at least, I'm tired of life its boring, mundane and complicated all at the same time, i refuse to think about anything- i just pass the days like a ghost not retaining anything to add to my vast collection of non sense, i hate to have discussion with friends and family i get annoyed easily and bored twice as fast, i think its menopause or something :), i was never like this, i have this don't give a damn attitude that just sucks well not for me but for my friends and family cause when they talk to me i don't hide the fact that they are boring the hell out of me with the details of their lives, which i have no int rest in whatsoever cause its all the same stupid problems all the freaking time, why cant anyone understand that we have much larger problems in the world besides they not having a boyfriend or girlfriend...god thousands of animals die each day, people are killed...the earth is dying and no one seems to give a damn about it..i feel like screaming cause its sooo frustrating, for every person who cares there are like 500 people who don't its a losing battle. God why do i feel so freaking crummy its like bordering depression and sadness, do i think too much? do i care too much? i feel lost and confused and the weird part is that its more than usual.....HELP!!