Losing soul

Clouds cover my soul, darkness is my home
Rain pour over me, wash away my doubts
Make me whole, make me see the light
I'm drowning, I can't breathe
I shouldn't fight-give in
Better that way

My flame of hope is growing dim
God help
Courage have no fear he is with me...?
Why do i suffer? All i want is to be whole
Bitter i am and will be...
Happiness doesn't exist for me

Hate is now my companion
Crushing my soul, pain no end
Why do you hurt me?
Why do you abandon me?
I am just a boy...
I wish i was a man.....