Stupid

Today I'm feeling stupid, like I'm missing my brain or something. Its weird cause usually i don't feel stupid i just feel dumb and i attribute that to all the going ons in my life. Have you ever felt like the whole world is spinning like some sort of creepy merry go round around you but the thing is you're not on any of the horses you're in the center completely still, so people looking in on you would think that you are on the ride but actually you are not ....yea i feeling like that today. I hope i get out of this stupid phase and get a grip on myself..I'm so busy these days with work, school and trying to figure out what the hell I'm going to do with my life.