I missed out on a huge beach lime this weekend,my family cam home boasting how great it was...they had pics to prove it too...bleh... i could just kick myself ...but say what i spent Indian arrival day doing what most people did chores...washing to be exact ...its not the washing that kills me its the hanging out the clothes, acccck, its like when you start it will never end. All in all it was an okay weekend. Took a trip down south Sunday for a drive and ice cream....but it was ruined because the counter clerk at the Haagen Dazs ice cream place was in a crabby mood, and that put me in a more crabby mood....i hate horrible customer service, i did what i usually do and protested by not buying any ice cream, i did however take a sample...lol...suckers...the weather was so hot that i ended up on the floor when i got home and fell asleep ( i think i was a dog in my last life) i awoke to my gf staring at me with a " wah de ass" look on her face. I can't believe that yet another month has ended, everything is zoom zoom zoom ( zoomers yum lol) the sixth month, half way through the year pretty soon it will be Christmas ....can't complain about that i love Christmas.
Arrival Day
Its Fryday!!!
Hooray!! Fryday the day we fry stuff. OMG i feel so good today, it might be the clothes I'm wearing, might be the music on the radio, could be the fact the "witch" isn't here or maybe its just the large chocolate bar i ate for breakfast.....superteamhyperforcego!!.......Its super sucks that tomorrow is a Holiday, that holiday ain't doing anything for me, i don't work on Saturdays..i feel robbed....and the suckiest part is that this isn't the only holiday on Saturday, i think there are 2 more to come....nooooo I'm being robbed....well no need to get down and out about it, I'm still on my sugar high and it feels so good.Today's mission is just to pretend to work, and they will pretend to pay...it all works out in the end.Hooray for Frydays....
Happy Birthday....?
It was in 2007 this day that i decided to start this blog.....that's like 2 years ago...*gasp* have i been writing here for so long? Its really unbelievable, and still i feel like i havent gotten the hang of this blogging thing. But 2 years and going strong. Yay for me and a big Thank you to all those people that read my little nonsensical rants, sayings and paragraphs...its means alot to know that what i write is interesting, even if its just a smudge to other people....really amazing....Happy birthday blog....eeeeeeeee....i think i will get myself some ice cream to celebrate :)
Way back Wednesday
I cant believe its Wednesday already....the radio is on 95.1 , I'm enjoying my acquired taste for 80's music, I'm really into Journey now....wonder if they are still alive....I'll google it. Is it just me or are the days getting hotter and hotter...gasp...sometimes i drink so much water i feel like a big fat ball that just rolls around , and most of the times that is exactly what occurs -me lying on the floor and just rolling back and forth.....everything is so hot....something is seriously wrong with the weather. I haven't seen, heard, or smelled rain in what seems like forever...i miss it dearly...and from the looks of the grass and tress they miss it also.Saturday i did go to one of my buddy's sports day...i got burnt, the sun literally burnt me . We left early and went for ice cream a group of us....Hagen Daiz ( is that how u spell it?) ..one word....YUM...i never had ice cream like that before...u have to wait to be seated, they serve you, bring you free water...it was amazing, the price is steep, but somewhat worth it...i may use it as my treat when i do something extra awesome. My classes has begun , I've found a renewed excitement for the academics which is great--more motivation to study---Life is good...tomorrow we have Ramayan so I'm fasting , no meat...remarkably i don't miss it .....wooohoooo...
Random Reasons why i love Friday....
Its starts with 'F', food also starts with 'F'
Everyone seems to be in a better mood
I get an hour off work
I get to stay up past 12am
I buy myself a chocolate
Its the beginning of the weekend
I can ask at 11pm to go for doubles in Curepe and no one would tell me "wah de ass going on with you" instead i would hear "i'm feeling to eat 4"
I get to wear punk clothes at work
I get up with more energy
The bank opens later
My co-worker brings snacks
I sneak on facebook on work
I do my work as slowly as possible
I was born on a Friday...ok i lied i was born on a Tuesday, but i like to pretend
My friends tend to call me on that day
I get to act more crazy than usual
I shout at people
I pretend i'm drunk
I pretend i'm an invisible ninja
And lastly I dance in my room to really loud music
I just love Friday......
Its takes work
A romantic relationship is sooo hard, when the newness of the whole thing has fizzled out....you really have to love that person, to want to be there, alot of effort must be made in communicating, to making time for each other, quality time....its takes work...love is work....Lately i have become distant from my gf , and i don't know why....its like i don't care if Sunday falls on Monday ..Something has changed....i need to find out what......It could be me, it could be her, but something is a miss.....more details soon...
Grass Truck
I was walking along to work today, when i encountered a grass truck on the road...immediately i had a flashback to my school days ....suddenly everything was blocked out , there i was in my uniform walking to school ( i seem to walk everywhere lol) when i encountered a similar grass truck , the guy was at the side of the road shoveling grass high into the air which would fall smoothly in the tray of the rather high truck, pitch fork in hand he rhythmically made sweeping motions trying his best to make the huge pile of dry grass in front him disappear. Upon reaching the truck parked at the side of the road, i sidestepped and walked alongside it, when boom a huge pile of grass just hit me, covering me head to toe in dry grass....i just stood there confused and embarrassed....the driver of the van shouts to the guy with he pitchfork to stop- leans out of the window and says 'sorry youth'...i frantically tried my best to shake off the grass, from my hair and clothes, didn't take long for it all to fall to the ground, i continued along my way, looking around trying to tell whether anyone noticed my sudden grass shower...when i arrived at school the girl sitting behind me, took some grass out from my shirt collar and asked me, if i was rolling on the ground...all i could have said was , i dunno how that got there...lol.... back to me in work clothes...i didn't want a repeat of what happened all those years ago, so i crossed the road....smarts...i got it....lol...
The Pics from Mayaro
I have no idea whose boat was that but i really wanted to jump in it.
The Man of War Jelly fish,how could i not poke it with a stick? lol
The leather back turtle i discovered.
A man jus vex me....
Read this . Then picture me sneaking on Msn messenger on work, then having some guy on my list asking me - he who could barley make ends meet- for money to send a delegate to represent Trinidad and Tobago on the world stage. I dunno why but a sudden rush of rage hit me. I think Trinidad and Tobago have the most beautiful women, and it is a good way to project ourselves in a positive light on the world stage. but....and there is always a but...why doesn't the Gov't invest in this? I can understand the argument that its is consider frivolous as a competition, but the gov't wastes twice the amount of money each day on its non-performing ministers....come nah something can be done on the Gov't side to fund this project, ordinary citizens like myself shouldn't have to be asked to part with hard earned, barely there money to fund this...especially when money flows like water in this land, millions disappearing and no one can account for it ...need i mention the projects? I think not....its called the hart...lol....but seriously i vex about that and rather insulted. I really hope people don't give up their cash for this, if you have an excess and would like to do something really, really life changing, watch Ian Allyne on Wintv , donate some money to one of his causes...in fact i would much rather part with my money doing that than this.
Cold Blooded Killers
The newspaper is littered with murders....killers on trail, killers on the loose, killers hiding, killers cases dismissed because of the lack of evidence, killers out on bail, killers serving a fraction of their sentence then being let out for "good behavior' killers, killers and more killers. Frankly it sickens the hell out of me. My solution to this whole situation is.......if you can look another human being in the face and knowingly end that person's life by whatever sick, despicable means.... you deserve to DIE....you do not deserve to be here on earth, to breathe air, to taste food, to feel, to interact with other humans, you do not deserve to do so because you took that gift away from another person. I do not care what anyone may say that people can be reformed,find god and be reintroduced into society....the pain that haunts the affected family will never go away. This is my opinion on cold blooded killers. Hang them high, inject them, anything just remove them from earth. This makes me so angry. I get angry when the guilty hide behind lawyers equipped with rolls and rolls of redtape, when cases takes months to get called, when they fake temporary insanity. I hate the fact that it seems that more and more people are getting away with literal murder. Trinidad and Tobago is too small of a country for this crap to be occurring on a daily basis.Sandaye Rampersad who was kidnapped, killed and buried in a shallow grave in a wild cashew field was the cousin of my former employer , I met her on more than one occasion...a jolly, chubby woman, with a sunshine friendly personality-like santa- ....it pains me to the core to know these men killed her....read about it here, here and here . I can only hope and pray that justice is served either on this plane or the spiritual one. I wont even start on this Gov't and their weak stance on crime....I'll leave it for another post. For now i will continued to do what i have always done and advise my friends to do..be safe, be alert, take precautions....
I've been brainwashed...
I used to hate 80's music, but now*gulps* i like it....yes 95.1 and their way back Wednesdays has finally gotten to me. Now i know Journey, Starship, The bangles,Poison, Chicago, Mike and the Mechanics,Phil Collins,The Smiths,U2,INXS and all those other big haired, making up wearing, androgynous lead male singers and their bands......i know the words, i hum the tunes, i feel emotional when i hear the sappy love ballads, i tap my feet at the dance hits, bob my head to the rock hits, and i sometimes give the impromptu "what the hell is he saying" look to my co worker when i hear rock the cazzbox, or rock the chazbox, or catbot...i really have no idea what the hell the man is singing...but i like it..lol...So color me 80's which would probably be black with bright redand lots of eyeshadow...lol...
I took a trip down Mayaro
At the beginning of this month, my family and i spent the weekend in Mayaro, at Rash Resort, which is btw very affordable . By family i mean no "grown ups" just the youths...lol...It was sooo much fun that i dreaded leaving. That weekend was by far the single most relaxing i ever had. Even thou i practically didn't sleep , but just lounging out by the ocean in the night gives me an indescribable feeling . The cold air, the sound of the waves crashing against the shore, the hot cup of milo in my hand ....it was heaven. Saturday night we took a walk down the beach and came across a leather back turtle, i spotted it and then we freaked...my sister got so excited that she told everyone in the resort, pretty soon the beach was packed with people observing the turtle. Of course however there was the one or two dotish people that just wouldn't leave the turtle alone....with their flashing lights and loud talking but they were subdued, thankfully. That basically made everyone's weekend. Hmmm i took some pics I'll have to find them and post it. The pool, Jacuzzi and steam room wasn't bad either :) ,i cooked breakfast for everyone on Saturday, don't mean to toot my own horn but it was awesome...lol...I'll be going back in June but this time with friends, i hope to god it turns out well....if its quarter of the fun i had with the family, it would be a spectacular weekend. The funniest thing happened , on the beach there is like hundreds of ghost crabs darting in and out of their sand holes....the night seems to give them alot of courage since they kept crawling up peoples legs, pinching them its was so funny hearing people scream and spin in circles trying feverishly to get the crab off them. Yes i was one of those....i dunno, my instinct for some reason is to spin around in circles at the first sign of danger...lol... alot good that would do me if a dog is attacking me...lol..I wanna go back!!! and carry my big sister with me cause she was the official milo maker, yummmm.**sigh* one day i will be back there,lounging on the beach chair getting lost in the waves, forgetting reality...sipping on a cold drink in the day, and a hot drink in the night.
Hello..new template
Hi to my new blog template, i love it is so much!!! Hopefully it will give me the inspiration to write and post more. Here is a screen shot of what my blog used to look like. Now i have to insert some of my art work somewhere along here.
Ha ha ha Saturday...
Picture this Trinicity mall... Saturday...EYC (eastern youth chorale) has a fundraiser, there is a Dj blasting music and inviting persons to come dance ( show off your skills) a slim thick bursts through crowd gets on the dance floor, requests the song 'bend over" then proceeds to wuk it out....i didnt know all those parts of the human body could twist, jiggle , wine and stick like that....this is me ...one of the many people wtaching.....ha ha ha ha h aaaaarrrrr haaa haaaa..wooooooo....hah haaahhhaahh.....yup i had a laughing fit....so much so that i had to walk away for a min. Meh girl have skills....did i mention she did the split also...i can't even dream of doing that.....skills, skills, skills....There were many other people dancing after but this chick made my day. It was fun. Now i wish i took pictures.
Angels and Demons
The weekend disappeared , I'm left here on Monday morning wondering what did i really accomplish....my conclusion is NOTHING....except relaxing ....i did go to the movies though , considering the title of this post you probably guessed what i saw....i wasn't particularly interested in this movie, its in my ...ummm it could be good but its probably too long and boring to keep my attention list,boy o boy i was wrong this movie kept me literally on the edge of my seat. I'm not a critic but i do know what i enjoy and this movie i enjoyed to the fullest. Its been so long since a movie got me so excited....Yesterday was awesome. Hey did i mention that i am now taking classes on a Sunday, yup learning to use Peachtree software and Thursday i have Grapic Arts class..woooohooooo....and the best part is , and when i say best i mean best ....my employer is paying for both courses*jumps up and down* this of course makes me extremly happy, plus it motivates me to show them that i am capable of getting the highest in my class(which i am aiming for). *sighs* life isnt so bad afterall. O btw get your ass into the nearest cinema and see this movie, you wont be disappointed and if you are i will refund u fully .....and by refund i mean just saying "sorry you didn't get it"...lol...
A change once again....
With all these free templates out there on the big WWW, i find the urge to change coming faster and at more intense intervals....so once again i have changed my blogs look, hopefully with a little tweaking i can make it to my liking and by tweaking i mean adding a graphic of my pic somewhere along the lines....so goodbye green blog and hello notebook template .I really like this one i hope i stick with it. I missed blogging 
I jus realized
Its weird , 2.00am I'm sitting here a feeling of peace has crept over me.I'm transported to St. Lucia where it was cold and rainy...i loved it...i loved my view of the ocean, the harbor...but most of all i remember the friend with the beautiful eyes that kept me company that night. I didn't feel so cold, or so alone. Of all the things i remember about that trip this particular night stands out in my head. I feel warm and fuzzy when i think about it. I just spoke to that person online and its all coming back to me ...a rush of fuzziness....
Halo
Just one action by another person is sometimes enough to make me step back and say wow, this person cares...case in point my gf, she does so many things for me that it leaves me dumbfounded. Yesterday we hung out at sails in Chaguaramas ,(her idea) until the sun was making its way down...for some reason everything stopped and all i saw was her....it was the most mind numbing thing ....i am completely in love and for once i am not afraid....i like it
Time is ticking
Hello *dusts off cobwebs* its been awhile hasn't it? 2 months more or less, feels quiet longer to me. Time has become a serious issue, in the sense that there is never enough ....what is a guy to do? I work, i "study", i have a gf, family, friends.....how do i make time for all and keep all of them happy and balanced? if you or anyone u know has the answer please contact me....I'll make you my best friend...promise.:)