Perfectly Imperfect

Yup thats me perfectly imperfect, I'm not saying that i take pride in my imperfections, but somehow my imperfections make me feel special, unique...I do not strive to be perfect like most people in this world, i do however strive to be human, to relish in the sensations that make me human, the emotions that i try so hard to suppress begs to be released, but to release it will make me vulnerable. So what do i do? Should i keep them inside and continue living life in the somewhat robotic nature that i have developed, or do i take the risk? Ahhh yes the great mysteries of life!!! I feel trapped, i feel like i have trapped myself by bottling my emotions, my opinions... I'm tired i don't know what to write anymore...