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Why do people ...

Why do people discourage rather than encourage? Whats so hard in saying "well good for you, I'm sure once you put your mind to it , you'll be able to do it" instead of "yuh sure you want to do that? But you need to have math in order to accomplish anything, it might be difficult, yuh sure you have the money to do that?"

Let me rewind....I've decided to pursue a diploma in Business Management , I've already made all the necessary arrangements to sign up for this course in Nov. one of the requirements is a job letter stating your duties and the length of time you have been employed with said company. I'm entering through the "mature route" . I do not have a pass in Math, and i don't think i ever will since Math is such a difficult subject for me, I know the basics of course but i could never see myself needing to build a bridge anytime soon for me to want to know the rest of the concepts.

All this was of course discussed with the personnel at the school who advised me that English is given priority in this course rather than Math ( English i am good at :D) so blah blah blah long story short. My co worker insist that in order for me to be anywhere remotely successful in this course i NEED to have a pass in Math. Well i say to her "boooo" Usually words like hers would make me pack up and not do the course, but that's the old me, the new me says bitch imma show you , imma show all of you that i can be successful in whatever I've put my mind to.

So here's wishing me good luck!

Funnn

I just drank 1.5 liters of "Blue Waters" water, dancing this song and pretending to be slizzard-ed.....

Muse

"And when tears are shed from the eyes of the moon, the earth will shed its skin and we will all be no more....."

So out of the blue, I'm staring at my facebook page and these words come dancing into my head. It can only mean one thing...My muse is back!!

I've been complaining alot lately that i have no motivation to start or finish anything creative, i feel as if something is missing -the force that usually pushed me forward- the same force that would randomly put thoughts in my head, words not of my own. Words that need to scribble down ASAP before they disappear. I feel as if its back , now let the fun begin :)

Weekend Heat

Although parts of the country got a serious dosage of rain, the little nook I'm in got blistering sun...just thinking about it makes me sweat a little. Both Saturday and Sunday were so extremely hot that i hardly did anything but laze around in the hammock hoping that the odd wind would pass and cool me down. In other words this weekend was uneventful....wait...*headslap* I saw my ex ....yup after 2 odd years of being broken up , our paths crossed while i was shopping with my sister.

Awkward is one way to describe it ...i did not speak to her, my sister however blabbed on and on ...I was just standing there , pretending to be looking at shampoo ( of all things) , she left, then i got the sharpest jab in my ribs and a scolding for not saying hello...I watched her walk away , something odd happened then and there ...I felt deep within me something stirring ...i don't know what it was, but it left me feeling guilty and "bad"....I quickly pushed it aside with a Kit Kat bar ....TGFC ( thank god for chocolate)

Practice

Here are some graphic pics i did...I'm getting better :)

Ughhhh

Seriously people make me feel like crap sometimes, like I'm nothing, lower than nothing, like i should be guilty for just breathing....why do i always let someones words or attitude get to me like that? Ughhhhh self confidence is the word and lacking it is my game....(does that even make sense?)

Take for instance the witch, once i showed up to work on casual Fridays with an American Eagle polo...she looked at me and said in the most surprised tone " is that American Eagle? " to which i replied yes and then she further asked " like real American Eagle?" ....I of course said yes and she just rolled her eyes and walked away....it left me feeling as if i wasn't worthy enough to be wearing that polo...I mean WTF!!! Was i too low on her society pyramid to be wearing it? **sigh**

I have many other examples but i rather not relive them at this point. All i wanna do i curl up in a corner and cry. Boo on the world...

Meat Dress

I Love me some GAGA, but this meat dress ---it doesn't shock me ---but it sort of disgusts me...i mean wearing meat...raw, unprocessed meat...how was it smelling? I can hardly stand the smell at the butcher's shop so i imagine they had to have used some sort of curing process on this dress. Her statement however i love, we need to stand up for something or else we won't even be worth the meat on our bones and will be treated as such..booyah!...I still don't like the dress *queasy*

Sad Song

This song makes me so sad :(

Critical Thinking

Recently i came across a book in work that's supposed to help you be a critical thinker in 25 days, well not a complete transformation but it implants the basic foundation to change your thinking. So far it really interesting and challenges me to question my mind. At the end of it I'm supposed to come out more confident and a better conversationalist....I have no idea whether it will work out or not but what the hey, I'm giving it a try. The first lesson is to show more empathy towards your fellow human being...I'll let you know how that turns out k.

Time, Time Time

Time is flying, spinning out of control..its scary...one minute it was July and suddenly its September....either I've gotten so lazy that time just decided to leave me on the way side or no one is noticing that it has in fact sped up.

While i ponder this "time warp" the good news -CHRISTMAS is closer , its 102 days till the jolly day, but the season starts for me in October. Xmas to me is a season rather than a day, so this year i intend to enjoy each day of the season, as you may have guessed its my most favest time of year, so intend to savor each moment, because of this time warp , it'll be gone in two shakes of a rabbit tail.

Mayaro run down...

The family lime was spectacular, had loads of fun just chilling with the everyone...its so nice to know that my family can get together like this...many families can't and for that I'm very thankful for them no matter how screwed up they are..lol...

Unfortunately i was stuck with breakfast duties...uggghhh...can you imagine staying up till 3am liming then having to get up at 8am to prepare Bfast for everyone, reguardless i woke up at 9 and bfast was on the table at 10.30...LOL that will soo teach them....I made French toast, potato fritatta , omelets and scrambled eggs all served on toast...of course these were all made on different mornings.

One of my favorite moments was sitting on the beach at night, the waves crashing on the shore, the clouds low and heavy with rain...me there having a hot bowl of chicken corn soup and just thinking to myself, darn the simplest pleasures are really the best.

After 5 days i was burnt to a crisp and was more than happy to be back home and in my own comfy bed, instead of one i had to share with cousins.....cousins who snore btw. Mayaro is definitely a place to make memories and this was no different . Cant wait to go back, unfortunately it'll probably be next year

Did i mention the beach on a rainy day is simply the best?!

Beach Beach Beach

The countdown is on to the weekend lime at Mayaro. I'm super excited, the family is heading up there today, I'll be joining them tomorrow (cause of work bleh :( ...) So I'm basically missing one full day of fun, guess I'll have to make up for it when i get there.

The menu has been planned and it sounds delish. Wontons, Geera chicken, Souse, Shepherds Pie are among some of the tasty morsels I'll be sinking my teeth into. My friend Dave and I are strictly in charge of breakfast...so yuh know its bread and cheese 5 days straight for everyone..LOL , nah i kid ...I have a lovely breakfast menu planned most of which i can't spell but it involves eggs, potatoes, cheeses, jams and all those delish stuff.

My only worry is that i am not able to leave early tomorrow. I'm very punctual at work , and hardly ever take any time off, I've informed management of my intention to leave half day tomorrow since the beginning of the month, if for some unplanned reason i am unable to get that time off, bet your bottom dollar i am staying home Wednesday....not out of spite but all other workers are allowed to leave early, get time off whenever they choose but I for some reason its always a problem...I'm talking from experience here. ...I guess yea out of spite lol

The witch isn't coming in today ( does happy dance) , so Thursday wont be as stressful as it usually is, Here's asking the universe for a wonderfully delicious day ahead.

Duck , duck...Goo..err...Dog

Well this certainly is a different perspective. The human mind is a thing of wonder. Two persons can look at the same exact picture and interpret it in completely different ways. Whoever noticed this ..great imagination..thanks for pointing it out...now even more reason to be freaked out by ducks

Christmas!!

I visited Pricesmart yesterday to get some stuff for the Mayaro lime that is happening this weekend , when what should i come across but early Christmas decorations...I flipped with excitement...Its early but i bought myself 2 of those stockings...they are so awesome!! I want a new Xmas tree this year, but the one pictured is 2600.00...yer way out of my budget..LOL.. but a guy can hope can't he?

A Thousand Tears

My blog of poetry will soon be a memory of the past, I've taken all my posts from there and combined them into this blog..which will be soon renamed as well. So if you are interested in some of my macabre writings they are labeled as poems, poems past and a thousand tears . 2 blogs was wayy more than i could handle...I hardly had time for this one alone...lol.. I'll be adding some of my new writings occasionally, whenever time permits and the inspiration hits.

Seriously

Come on spammers for Zeus sakes, I log on to blogger get all excited cause i see 3 unapproved comments only to find out its SPAM!! Stupes please do not dash my hopes like that again...geeze...

In other news its WEDNESDAY!! One day closer to Friday :) and this Friday is an extra special one --I'm heading Mayaro with mi familia for a 5 day funfest, I'm seriously excited. The food, the laughs, the pillow fights, the sand, the water, the running, the sunrise and most importantly the relaxation. Its gonna be sooo good.

Yesterday the witch wasn't as horrible as she usually is (didn't summon a winter that would last a thousand years) which leads me to believe that she is also going on vacation from today (whispers around the office)...well good for her, hope she comes back with a much better attitude.

Here's hoping for a great safe day!

OMGAGA

I just looked at my counter located on the sidebar, since i've installed it , I've had over ten thousand hits...CRAZZZYYYYYY....maybe most of those hits came from myself..LOL.. i do check my blog occasionally, but i didn't realize people actually visit my blog. So a big THANK YOU if you stumbled upon my little piece of cyberspace. Hope you enjoy my random thoughts and i hope you can stomach it to visit me again :) Woohooo

New Friends

I've made alot of new online pals , some of them close to me , some of them not so much...I'm thinking of reviving "Creature Feature" will be good to appreciate the people I've got in my life, but not yet though I have to of course get permission from my friends to use their photo.

Diet Update: I've lost a LB...yup I'm pretty proud. Its not much but it is a start. I've basically cut out all snacks from my must have food groups, no soft drinks either. I feel healthier and energetic. I've also begun walking around the Savannah....well i only did it once...but i intend to try and get there at least 3 times per week. Hey its a start and its much better than me flopping around with my fatty self just getting bigger.

Monday went by with alot less stress than i expected, but today- gosh ...Tuesday is like the worse day of the week, right next to Thursday of course ( that's the other day "the witch" comes in) I'm approaching the day with caution, like a small mouse i''ll pop my head out sniff for danger then quickly pop back inside my cosy comfortable nest ( my office) until the danger passes...that's unless the cat decides to come ripping off my front door to scream at me for not filing away some report ...then I'll have to bite and scratch . Here's hoping its a good Tuesday.

Mondays

I used to hate Mondays but now i have a deep seething hate for Tuesdays...why...for none other reason than my witch of a manager is here on Tuesdays. Uggghhh how on earth could one person be so grumpy? I for one cannot walk through life with such a dark aura. I used to hate her, but now all i feel is pity. Pity that she is too wrapped up in her own world to experience the joy of life. O well enough about her....lets talk about my favorite subject ....Me

Over the last months I have been a literal roller coaster of emotions. Ups and deep dark downs, but through it all I never once forgot that i had friends and family i could lean on, not to mention a wonderful GF :). My whole attitude has changed, the way i view life is completely different from the emo kid i once was. I've matured. Good thing? I guess its left to be seen, of course I'll always let the kid inside me out to prank someone every now and again.

I'm Alive and well

It would seem that i have forgotten about blogging, the passion isn't there as much as it used to be but slowly its creeping back up, I'm looking forward to the feeling completely taking me over and i can get back to being a "regular blogger", instead of the usual expressionless me , so here's hoping that like my vitamins I'll be here once a day.

Its Finally Here

The rain!!! Finally after how many odd months of blistering sun Trinidad is blessed with some rain, albeit a small amount but beggars can't be choosers. I wanna go out there and revel in the moister but instead I'm here in work behind a desk looking out longingly at the dark clouds that surround the building. Betcha I'll find some reason to step outside if only for a minute to feel the rain. :P

Update on my diet...ummm...so far so good, however i think i need a solid plan to get this thing kicked off the ground, i can't take shots in the dark, makes no sense at all. I'll be scouring the Internet to find a plan that suits me, nothing too drastic, i don't want to be munching on carrots all day like a crazed rabbit. Something simple that will show its effects over time. So here goes, BTW i'm superproud i was offered chocolate by a co worker yesterday and i *gasp* refused, yes I said No!!!...well i said no thanks :) I'm so on my way

Heavy

Grrrrr I'm 170LBS ...gulp i moved from a comfortable 150 to 20lbs heavier ..WTF...i need to go on a diet and get back to my original weight, i don't want to be large and in charge , i prefer small and rules over all. I've decided to make an online journal of my efforts at losing my "lazy fat" ,so today i pledge to reduce the amount of store bought snacks i have ( small steps), I'm also trying to include more fruits on vegetables in my diet, as well as include more movement in my daily activities.

Exercise is important -- I'm going to try and at least accomplish half hour each day and work my way up from that.So here's wishing me good luck in my mission...me hopes me is successful.

I cooked

Now that my PC is kaput, I can honestly say that my hours yesterday were spent doing what i do best...eating....which was followed by some "exercise" --I probably looked like a wild ape jumping around-- but hey anything to get the muscles moving and i did work up a sweat. Then i had my bucket shower, I call it that cause there is never running water, after this refreshing bath, i got the urge to cook....yup inspiration just hits me hard sometimes, so before i knew what was happening i was in the kitchen like a crazed housewife chopping and stirring and sometimes slipping in an occasional drink ...of ...juice..lol... the end result... Tofu in red curry sauce with corn and mushrooms served over a hot bed of rice . I brought some for lunch, i didn't take a pic thou but OMGAGA this vege dish was awesome, i cant wait to have It for lunch lol.......yummy

Elections

Its 2 years early but its here and by the grace of the almighty above, i hope that the present administration is booted out. I've seen too many crimes, too many injustices under this administration and don't get me started to the blatant corruption. I just pray that we as citizens stop voting in creed and color and look at the real issues. You may have guessed I'm for UNC/COP/TOP alliance, its the only way forward. I'm not a big political pundit or activist but i do have some common sense and i intend to use whenever the almighty Patrick decides to release the election date. Lets hope some of his blind followers see the light....

Computer Dead

My computer is dead * wails uncontrollably* * regains composure* The stupid UPS went berserk and probably fried the motherboard....The UPS was leaking, uggghhhh and to think it was supposed to protect the PC not cause its death. The good news however is that there is a great chance that all my files can be recovered, the other bad news ( yes there is more) I wont be able to afford a motherboard till maybe next two months, as per usual money is tight . For the time being I'll get my daily fix here on work, and whenever i can on my brothers PC. So there it is , I'm a wolf without a pc, hmmmm the bright side? I will have loads more time to get stuff done around the house and who knows if I'm really motivated drop in an hour of exercise....I'm way too fat for my height ( I'm a shorty)

Smoke

OMGAGA ( that's my new catch phrase) it seems like the entire East of Trinidad is covered by smoke, its horrible...really I'm so freaking scared its not funny...the sky is dark Grey not with rain clouds but with haze ...the sun in the sky is an eerie dull yellow...did i wake up in some post apocalyptic version of my reality where mankind screwed the earth over so many times that she picked up smoking to deal with the stress? I'm worried about the people with sinus and extra sensitive eyes ...fortunately I'm not one of those, but gosh it will be stress for them. Lets PRAY and HOPE that rains soon come to heal the land.

My PC home is giving trouble *sobs softly* it wont get past the windows loading screen, I'm sad and worried , all my files...ALL...is on that PC if i lose everything i will surely keel over and die for a couple hours. My friend says he will take a look at it later, maybe windows need reinstalling or something, i just pray it can be fixed and fixed soon.

Something is wrong with my bed, it just doesn't feel as comfy as it used to. I flipped, turned and rotated the mattress but nothing seems to work, everything in my rooms just feels dusty and hott, no matter how many times i sweep, mop, and wipe it down it just feels dusty..i guess i can blame the weather for having me a bit on the edge lately (BTW i don't have AC in my room although I'm seriously trying to save for one) so for now I'll have to suck it up and do my rain dance, which just doesn't seem to be working...guess i need to put a lil more waist into it....

Holidays are over

The Easter Holidays are over and tomorrow its back to the grind of work, am i sad.....yup...I'll miss the ability to stay up at night and sleep in the mornings. But i can always look forward to the weekend, and say what its a short week so no need to freak out, Saturday will be here before i know it.

I've noticed that whenever i am on vacation, my brain literally shuts down...weird...before this afternoon i was anything but energetic, now I'm filled with energy and able to complete a list of chores plus pack my bag for work....I'm in work mode now, all geared up and ready to *gulp* drive there in the morning...wish me luck!!

Best Song Ever

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0uzuNt2XImc



That's the link to one of my favest song on the album...its a sad one, but I'm a sucker for sad

Garbage: Beautiful Garbage

Garbage is one of my most favest bands, i thought i had heard every single song by them..but was i ever wrong. While cleaning up my PC's HD i came across their album "Beautiful Garbage" OMG I've fallen in love all over again....every song is super awesome and i cant get enough....My new obsession is this album :) Don't you just love when life throws you a great little morsel of happy ....yummy...

Not in the mood

Uggghhhh the place is just getting hotter as the days go by. I'm in no mood to write, i feel down....my GF has been giving not too subtle hints that I've lost my romantic side, that I've somehow gotten so caught up in the everyday activities of life, that I'm no longer putting the "extra effort" into our relationship.....I think she is right on so many levels...I'm so caught up that i don't even have time for myself...but at the end of the day its like i accomplished nothing, most of my time is spent on the PC...on Facebook, reading comics, watching cartoons....its all i do....i need to get away from this computer and set aside time for realworld activities...i guess in a sense she is right...I'm glad she feels comfortable enough to come up to me and discuss the problem so that we can both find a solution..i guess its time to put my 2 cents in ....

Graphics

I'm really into graphics now, its my passion but i still mark it as a hobby. According to my pals online I'm good at it, so starting from today I'll be posting up works that i've done, either of myself or friends...so here goes. I had some time on my hands cause I'm on Holidays (* more on that later) my friend Nick had given me this pic ages ago to tweak and i finally did it. He liked it but isn't into the flowers scene , I on the other hand think its quite awesome that's why i chose it as my first piece.

October Project

Sometimes when I'm really sad, or in one of those depressed moods I turn up my Pc and listen to October Project. The haunting voice, the sad lyrics, the mellow beats...somehow it makes me feel better. Gives me a feeling that I'm not alone , that someone out there is/went through what I'm going through and survived. I will also. Guess what I'm listening to right now?...

I feel as if I'm back in Secondary School , people snickering behind my back , judging me, forming an opinion without even saying a single word to me. Sometimes i get so tired of humans, i feel like going away, somewhere far away, to escape reality, to escape the evils of this life. For now music will be my escape, and my will to survive will be my sword .....

London Pics

Here are just a few snapshots from my London Trip, it was the best time of my life....most of the time i was there, i was bloody dumbfounded. I'll remember it for the rest of my mortal years. I'm hoping to go back one day, in the winter---- the cold is awesome and i love the fashion, made me feel good about myself :)

Its Holiday time!!!

I have the next week off and I'm so excited ...why you ask? Its cause i get to sleep late for once, to lie in bed and just sleep....i know ..i get excited for the smallest reasons lol

Love

Love is the object of infinite ideas...movies, stories, songs, art, expression, movement, speech , i can go on and on , bottom line is Love has affected them all. This emotion is so grand that many crave it to be happy, many blame it for their unhappiness, and many hate it cause they presume they cant have it. To me love exists in everything, there are many types of love , many degrees of love but each of us as humans have experience love or given love in our lifetime. I'm no expert at love, i rather burn my lips with hot tea than claim to be one and dish out advice. But love fascinates me, it takes my breath away , shocks me into reality and sometimes leaves me in the fetal position. Why am i on this topic anyway? It cause last night i had a vivid , HD, full color, surround sound dream of my EX....it has me uneasy....nothing sexual, in the very least it was the opposite, just us talking and me being very very angry, i was so angry i wanted to literally kill my EX with my bare hands, but i didn't , i just sat there seething with anger, i awoke --angry--- when i did calm myself down, I was left with a feeling of guilt. How could at one point in my life, I loved my EX with all my heart and soul, i would do anything to please her, anything to be near her, anything to talk to her, I needed her in my life ...back then...now all i feel is hate towards her, genuine hate ... how did it move from one extreme to another? Sometimes i feel guilty, sometimes i feel dirty about hating her. But at the end of the day luckily I don't regret that we were together, cause she taught me more life lessons albeit the hard way in those 2 years that i would have ever learned on my own. I became a stronger, better thinking, caring individual because of her and for that i am thankful. I guess sometimes ghosts of the past do haunt you....

Obsession

Obsession: –noun the domination of one's thoughts or feelings by a persistent idea, image, desire, etc.

Guess which band I'm currently obsessed over? *jeopardy theme song plays* ...What is Florence and the Machine? Yup that's right, wanna know how i became so obsessed with this band? Of course you do..lol.. It all started while I was shopping in London ( did i fail to mention I took a trip there more to follow in a later post) walking into a store called "Brand Store" yup you guessed it everything in there was some sort of brand, walking up to the coats i was engulfed in a voice and beat that i had never heard before but instantly fell in love with it, i lingered around the store hoping that it was the radio and i would be fortunate enough to get wind of the singer, but unfortunately the store seemed to be playing a CD, i made a decision that i would be bold and ask the cashier who it was, but another roadblock, the cashier hardly spoke English ( in fact most of the ppl in England hardly speak English)

I left the store disappointed, hand full of shopping bags but disappointed .....I tried to memorize some of the lyrics to Google it but in typical Duran fashion i couldn't for the love of hades remember anything, just the haunting melody. My trip to London ended and i boarded my BA flight, it was a day flight and i was tired, i plugged in my head phones and guess what was the first song i heard when i clicked play ....yup BOOM...what are the chances of that happening? I listen to their album over and over again and by the end of the flight had memorized most of their lyrics. I Dl-ed it as soon as i got home and now everyday its what i play and i am not anywhere close to getting fed up. Every time i hear them i am taken straight back to London, its my personal getaway. In fact the songs give me so much confidence i listen to it while I'm driving to clam my nerves. Hooray for Florence and The Machine...me loves them.

Why does it not rain?

Reports coming in from my friends in the south land and errr umm central land state that last night there were heavy showers of rain in their area....only one question comes to mind and that is "Why in Zeus name didn't it rain in San Juan?" I feel so left out :( I love you rain but it seems that i'll have to wait a bit longer to feel your cold drops. Trinidad is burning down, the hills are nothing but brown dirt, no tress, no shrubs nothing...it scares me for 2 reasons , numero uno reason : The hills are ugly and i suddenly feel as if i'm living in some hot desert isle where water is more precious than gold, there is a eerie feeling in the pit of my stomach that the price food is going to skyrocket even more, and the second reason ...when the rains do come the landslips that will follow will truly be some of which this country has never seen. In the meantime i will dance my rain dance.

Footprints

Those are my actual footprints. I took this pic on the beach, early morning right after the sunrise. I was never a beach person, i prefer the river, but the more i go to the beach, the more i fall in love with it. The constant motion of the waves completely enthralls me , i sometimes get lost within the sound.

I walk alone on the beach it gives me time to think---i often think that each person is smaller than a grain of sand in the big scope of things, yet we sometimes act as though the world revolves around us. It pushes me back to reality, often giving me a new perspective. I can hardly wait to go back.

Dave's Birthday

My best friend for life Dave celebrated his Birthday on March 11th , some pals and i got together and threw him a beachouse lime. It was super awesome, cooking, drinking, running into the ocean....sober of course. It was a great lime . I hope he had an awesome time, cause i sure as hell did. Above is a pic of the cake , we literally set it on fire with all those candles...lol.. and that KFC box is mines...never could get enough of their pop corn chicken :P. Its good to be back blogging.

Good Monday Morning

How are you today? I am great, wanna know why? ....I'm driving!!! Yup i am actually driving a car, after years of being scared and worried about getting my license , i finally did last year and since then I've been practicing on and off on the roadway, finally my brother bought a car and i have his permission to use it whenever i want, permitting he doesn't need it. I drove it to work today, yup from San Juan to Caroni on the h-way. Boom who rocks? This wolf certainly does...well for today at least.

Thursday come so fast?

Isn't this week flying by , I'm simply shocked that its almost Friday as i write this-- as happy as i am, i cant help but to wonder where does the time indeed go ? Lets not get into all that hoopla at this point, I'm in a worried state....why u ask...is it because I've run out of snacks? That i no longer can get my favest aloo pie before i go to work because for some reason the lady stopped selling?... nope ....its the water situation in Trinidad, i severely doubt that the population is taking the gravity of it seriously. We had a weak rainy season last year, and this dry season is abnormally hot and dry, everywhere is either dusty, smoky ,hazy, or a combination of all three. I try my utmost best to conserve, i feel like i should be going to the grocery and hoard bottles of water before people start getting smart to the situation. In the meantime i will continue to pray for rain, my last resort would be a rain dance, for that I'll need a grass skirt....I'll work on it....whats up with all the earthquakes? is it the new fad....grrr... me so scared....

Purpose

Have you ever felt like you have everything you need but something major is still missing? That's what i am feeling like right now, I live a comfortable life..I have a great family, good friends, i've found love, got food to eat, shelter,a job, loads of ways to entertain myself....but something is missing and i can't put my finger on it. Am i crazy? am i lost? or am i just human? I miss blogging....miss writing all the silly things that happen in my life, but i seriously need to find a purpose in my life.

A purpose and a plan. Last night after 2 months of procrastination i finally made my "things to accomplish this year" list. I'll probably type it all up here later, i came across 2009 list and i'm proud to say that i accomplished 80% of the things i set out to do. Am i proud ? O hell yes...so now lets looks forward to 2010, i dubbed the year of the Earthquake. I pray that Trinidad and Tobago remains blessed :)

Blink Blink

WOW been so long , had a couple trbls about posting

1. Blink was down for what seemed forever
2. I went to England for sometime
3. I went to a beach house for sometime
4. Life has gotten way to busy for me
5. I'm trying to be less inclined to sit in front the PC

I missed blogging and I'm happy to finally be back have a million things i wanna write, but first off WTF is up with all the spam comments? I mean seriously grrrrrrr

Will be back later on lunch having my PB&J i made all by myself