Reality illusion....

I weep for myself and my broken heart
I weep for you and your misguided lust
I love you.....words i never say
But i said it to u and i still mean it....
In every way...

But hearing the words that came from his lips
Slashed me across my stitched up heart
Bleeding my soul out, ounce by ounce
I am betrayed, I am hurt
But i promise you that this will work
I'll hold the hurt within in me, I'll keep it still
Drown it in the promises in your eyes
Fill me up until, i myself is slowly killed....

I want to bring you across this ocean
The ocean of sadness on which u float
Swim with you, bring you near
Show you that i really do still care....