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After you give your heart to some one fully trusting that person in every way, then all of a sudden all the trust is shattered, its like i don't know where to find comfort anymore, am i really truly alone in this world? Have i not showed, tried to be a good boyfriend? I hate myself more than ever right now, i'm scared , i'm sobbing right now.... I don't know what to do who to call..i'm lost....i'm shaking, i've never shook like this, my hands can hardly stay still.... i feel like a fool...awful..dumb...