Fallen

Pain crashes against my heart
Constantly like waves on a ocean never ending
Pounding against it like a drum, so loud
So deafening
I can't feel anymore, I'm lost in an eternal darkness
Forsaken by others, given up on...even by myself
No where to run, no where to hide these thoughts that cross my mind

Silently i smile to cover the pain of a bleeding heart
A heart that yearns to feel love, to be loved...
I fall into a whirlpool of screams and anguish, grasping at nothing
Nothing to hold on to..nothing
So full of an endless nothing
Suffocating, stifling in this cold darkness
Covered lost forever
Lost....gone..forever
Not missed...nor loved...
Gone....
Disappeared into an endless darkness
No sound...no air
Just velvet darkness....